This is me. This is my self portrait painting. It depicts me. I am thinking about calling it “Self Poor-Trait” but that might be a little emo.
Painting my self portrait has always been #47 on my things to do before I die list.
It is a weird thing. Painting a picture of yourself. You think, “damn this is ugly” and try to fix it and it gets worse and worse until you don’t even recognize who you are painting. Then you wonder if you really recognize yourself. Like if you were to see yourself buying something at publix, would you say, “hey, that guy is me” or would you just go about your way and pay him/you no mind. Like hearing your recorded voice and not thinking it sounds like you only with your eyeballs. like, “do I really look like that?”
Anyhow. I like painting something more serious than what I had been painting. no more robot-gypsy paintings for me. Serious. Serious paintings. That is the only way to get the street cred.
I tried to use a lot more ‘textured’ painting technique with this one. I don’t know if it really comes across in a photo. Like my blue sweater beard and hair should have some texture to it. Also, the background is kinda funny. I tried to make it look like an old hotel room wall with the paint chipping or something. oh well.
Overall I think it went pretty well. I think my skin is a little too pink. And, obviously, the facial proportions are a little skewed… but that it kinda me in real life anyhow. Also, I really debated giving myself a halo… why not.
4 months ago